A long long time of solitude. A lot has happened. My exams went by well, but in a state of depression. Emotional solitude was and is still unmatched. I had to take a train and go to my university which is around 7 hours away. And I haven't seen this much corruption in my whole life as I saw in that single day...followed by the death of a close friend's mother. Life can really jolt you out of that state of happiness, and make all seem drab, if only you could feel. Slogging on just to slog, working just because the will is there, to set things right. Even now that the problems due to communication problems between Soaring Heights and me have cleared away, a relief, but this emptiness, this void continues. How long before we next meet, how long can I hold on this longing to be with her...questions still unanswered. The will is still there within this void. Life still is beautiful. Love will never die. I have survived.