The Dazed Mind

I've often wondered how it is, when I am unable to wonder. Such times are getting rarer. I think it is not just because I am able to 'think straight' more often, but also because I make a conscious effort to work, to overcome the obstacles on my way, to keep on trying, keep on enduring. The results may not be pleasant, but then how different were they earlier ? That thought is what doesn't let me down. I'm not me, this is not me, ...I told my doctor quite a few times, "And what is you? Is your arm you? Or your leg you? Is your stomach or your lungs or your kidney you?". The wholeness of the 'me' truly makes things a tiny bit more probable, even though they might not lift my spirits. Literary debates on such semantics, and philosophical debates on such profound thoughts would never ever reach a conclusion that can ultimately help calm a disturbed mind. For it doesn't need reason to calm it down, even though it is always seeking one. Logic, it seems, doesn't find place amongst the rationale. And along with my technical geekiness, the fact that "Artificial Intelligence can never beat natural stupidity" always makes me laugh :)

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